Tuesday, October 31, 2006
It's been a long and winding journey,
But I'm finally here tonight picking up the pieces walking back into the light
Into the sunset of your glory where my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling when I look into your eyes
My dreams came true when I found you; I found you, my miracle
If you could see what I see
That you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel the tenderness I feel
You would know it would be clear, that angels brought me here
It brought me here, to be with you
Ill be forever grateful, forever thankful
My dreams came true when I found you my miracle
If you could see what I see
Youíre the answer to my prayers, oh...
And if u could feel the tenderness I Feel
You would know it would be clear that angels brought me here
You know i love you baby
And if you could feel the tenderness I Feel
You would know it would be clear, that angels brought me here
Sunday, October 29, 2006
1. Honestly, what color is your wallet?
Black
2. Honestly, whats on your mind?
Her
3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
doing this survey
4. Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
I don't know
5. Honestly, have you done something bad
today?
does cursing peple count?
7. Honestly, do you watch disney channel?
YES
8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right
now?
YES! VERY
9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the
time?
JIARUI, chocolate,sweets
10. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
No
11. Honestly, did you call your boyfriend
everyday?
I don't have one
12. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?
No
13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this
very minute?
Yes, i miss her!
14. Honestly, do you have a deep dark
secret??
Yes ,who doesnt
15. Honestly, do you have a friend you don't
actually like?
uh.
17. Honestly, are you loyal?
it depends on my friends i guess
18. Honestly, are you confused with your
feelings?
not really
19. Honestly, who would you wanna be with
right now?
maybe her?
20. Honestly, do you like someone?
Yes
21. Honestly, does anyone like you?
Don't know
22. Honestly, are u an easy going person?
depends on my mood
DIFFERENT EMOTIONS SURVEY
*Anger Section*
1. What do you do when you're mad?
cry, curse,text people
2. What's the worst thing you've done when you
were mad?
uh. run away?
3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
No
4. Do you swear when you're mad?
Yes
*CRYING SECTION*
1. When was the last time you really cried?
thursday, 26th
2. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yes
4. Do certain songs make you cry?
Yes!!
5. What usually makes you cry?
emo songs, when i miss people
*Happy Section*
1. Are you normally a happy person?
i guess so
2. What can make you happy?
jiarui!
3. Does being with your friends make you
happy?
yes! of course!!
Saturday, October 28, 2006
today's boring. some random pictures. chester was suppose to sleep but he wanted to take pictures.
okay i've nothing else to say!
judy: stop bullying jiarui i tell you. i'll smack you!
dearest: take care. please eat your meals! take care. i love you!
today's boring. some random pictures. chester was suppose to sleep but he wanted to take pictures.
then chervy came.
okay i've nothing else to say!
judy: stop bullying jiarui i tell you. i'll smack you!
dearest: take care. please eat your meals! take care. i love you!
Friday, October 27, 2006
and so yesterday was the last day of school. i cant believe one year just passed like that. and i took it for granted. i took ____ for granted. next year, no more ____!!! and soon, i'll be leaving for obm. everything does not seem right. oh man. and the holidays are making me gain weight! i wana run!! run the hell outta me! argh! i miss my ____! when will i ever see her again man! sigh! okay. yesterday was no good! seriously! xuanya says i was vulgar.ahah. during the dumb concert. then results. not that bad i suppose. but my rank in class is like omfg! we gave mr wong some the best teacher award trophy! he's leaving. we'll miss him! all his nag!! oh man.safra after school. we bowled. 2 games. i think i suck at bowling! :( but whatever. went to the arcade after that. played awhile then headed home with cherie.
today
tennis from 11-3. hahah. i love playing long hour of tennis! though it;s damnit tiring. but i love it! luched holland then town. paragon,taka,wisma,pacific plaza then home! i'm too lazy to type out all that we did. but it was fun! rachael was being an ass! she acted like an idiot! i love them both la! i'm damn tired! my legs are aching! and i'm sleepy! cant wait for our next outing! tanning, tanning and more tanning! haha. i'm a happy kid! i miss my ____ :( okay thats all for now!
clique with mr wong and miss yew
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRYSTAL! YOU'RE A BIG GIRL NOW! ONE MORE YEAR TO NC16 SHOWS!!! HAVE FUN!
yesterday was a really long day! we played taboo and black jack and i kept losing money! damn.oh and during chinese, jiarui and i went to the library to "meet" steph.hahahaha. omg! i cant believe i did that! wth. oh well! 2 more days! sigh.so training was bad! first i lost more money second i cant hit the ball for nuts! wth! i suck so much! so damnit saddening. fuck la! girlfriend was emo! and she says it's my fault. sorry man! i think i'm mad. seriously, i am VERY mad. rarr!
Every time our eyes meet,
This feeling inside me,
Is almost more than I can take!
Baby when you touch me,
I can feel how much you love me,
And it just blows me away.
I've never been this close to anyone or anything,
I can hear your thoughts; I can see your dreams,
I don't know how you do what you do,
I'm so in love with you,
It just keeps getting better.
I wanna spend the rest of my life,
With you by my side,
Forever and ever,
Every little thing that you do,
Baby I'm amazed by you.
The smell of your skin,
The taste of your kiss,
The way you whisper in the dark.
Your hair all around me,
Baby you surround me,
Touch every place in my heart.
Oh it feels like the first time every time
I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes
Every little thing that you do,
Every little thing that you do,
I'm so in love with you,
It just keeps getting better.
Wanna spend the rest of my life,
With you by my side,
Forever and ever,
Every little thing that you do,
Oh, every little thing that you do,
Baby I'm amazed by you.
Sunday, October 22, 2006
dearest:thank you for being there for me yesterday! i really needed that! thank you so much dearest! i love you! (:
my results were not too bad i suppose. i passed chinese! like omg! i finally pass chinese! anyway this whole week was boring. on friday almost the whole clique pon sch. only crystal xuanya yimei and i came! wth i wanted to pon but i didnt! haha oh well.i think i'm going mad! seriously!! omg xuanya! how? 3 more days and thats it! wth! ahh.
so i thoght this year would be better but i was wrong. instead this year is one of the worst year. despite all the shit that happen to me,i'm glad i've moved on. with the help of certain people of course!
dearest,yimei,xuanya: you all are always there for me when i needed someone to talk to! you all give me the best advice and i dont know where i'll be w/o you all! seriously! KUOJIARUI/GIRLFRIEND/BESTIE!: you always make me angry then you'll make me laugh and you always say i dont love you! but you are the one who dont love me :( though you laugh at the things i tell you and that you dont know what to say when i tell them to you (and it irritates me)but i dont blame you! cos you laughing at it will eventually make me laugh!
CLIQUE!: you all are like my laughing pill! you make me laugh so much! esp during recess, karuna,yimei,cherie and kuo! you 4 are like the laughing foursome!! you all make my life colourfull! i seriously dont know what i'll become w/o all of you!!
and of course those who have created an impact in my life, be it good or bad. w/o those impact, i think i'll still be really
dependent ( not that i'm very independent now) and i'll still be a softie and weakly! so thank you!
clique! <3
Thursday, October 12, 2006
finally! blogger was down. but now,it's fine! hahaha. exams are finally over!!! but results tml! and today i lost 10 marks in emath 1. and i completed my bio paper in half an hour.i think almost everyone finished their paper in half an hour.haha. oh and yimei peeled prawn for me again!! hahaha.
today's the first time the whole clique went out together! we went vivo city and i was fascinated by the playground!and it was malu-ating! anyway watch stay alive and it's scary! cos the sound effect damn loud and my legs were shaking.and and xuanya finally watch a scary movie!! she's so brave! hahaha.then we walk around to look for crystal's present.but cound not find anything!hur.omg! i think vivo city's roof top is so romantic! it's an ideal place to go dating!hahaha. went to have a late lunch and AND we saw this super super cute guy! omg he's so cute! even crystal thinks he cute!he has got nice cheeks! omg! hahaha. then home sweet home!i dont want to go school tml! and suddenly, i don feel like going for obm!!! like it's 10 days w/o my bed. w/o my PHONE. w/o my MAID. omg!
Friday, October 06, 2006
We do almost everything that lovers do
And that's why it's hard, just to be friends with you
Every time your heart is broken by the fool
I want you to know that it hurts me too
Itís hard to wipe your tears away (tears away)
Knowing that you should be with me
Now tell me why
[CHORUS:]
Why, why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why every time I find
Someone that I like
We always end up just being friends (Just Being Friends)
I would hate for you to find somebody new
Who you really love, cause it would mean losing you
But am I a fool girl not to say
If I'm always scared Iíll lose you anyway
Somehow somewhere Iíve got to choose (got to choose)
No matter if it's win or lose
Now tell me why
[CHORUS]
I donít wanna be like your brother
I donít wanna be your best friend
I only wanna be your lover
When will this end
If I told you that I wanna be in your life
Then you could be the woman in mine